to live without fear

At this point, it is just disappointment after disappointment. Even though I know better, the disappointment is still present

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Forest (By render422)

So fucking disappointed.

I adore Jonathan. I can tell him so much in confidence and that means more to me than I’ll ever be able to explain. From sophomore year to now, everything is so different, but I will always cherish his friendship. We don’t need to talk everyday for me to know he’s there for me or even to know he cares. He makes it known to me with the things he says and I hope he knows I will always put effort into keeping a friendship with him.

Night is always the worst time of the day for me because no matter how well the day went, I am still alone with my thoughts at the end of it. I am awake with my mind restless, despite being tired.